littlemisshamish:

I didn’t tell him that I love him.

I didn’t tell him that meeting him is the greatest thing that has ever happened to me. I didn’t tell him that waking up knowing that he’d be there, grumbling, probably, or maybe playing his violin at 1 am, kept me going. I didn’t tell him how he made me feel alive. I didn’t tell him how much I care.

And now he’s gone.

All I can think about is what would have happened if I hadn’t been a coward, if I had told him all these things.

I was a soldier. I fought for my country. But in the most important battle of my life, I had been afraid. I had lost. I lost Sherlock. I lost everything.

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